#sometimes I think about how the only people she trusted enough to ask for help #were Sam and Dean and a demon #a demon she thought was a friend #and that Dean said no #that she didn’t deserve it #and that probably the last thing she ever heard was Dean telling her she didn’t deserve help #oh bela bb #on the way home I was thinking about Bela coming back as a demon #and that she would have been so easy to turn #’get up off of that rack and I’ll put your daddy on instead’ #’he’s here and I knw where to find him’
